I wear you wrong; my reasons inside-out and love like perfume for others to admire.
At night you draw feathers on my Skin. And your kisses teach me new vowels,
but we are in bathwater. Slowly adjusting to the cold, soaked in Inertia, eyes squeezed, knowing– spiraling down
Song of Grendal’s Mother
They gave me no name but ‘mother’. Those Goldbricks in their golden hall; I was not the Virgin Mary of their wet dreams– but real– One who took an eye for an eye. Agloewif.
Repeal that oldest fairytale, old as the gold you play with. I only took what I deserved and ran– But there’s something of Monster in Man.
I
I am now. My blood is words bilingual, and blighted stories. My name is mine but borrowed, my home is Troubled wet soil on dry days, and cow shit springs. But cut me open and you will find nothing there.
Family, Mine
Every family is a sealed can.
Father– open wounds, drooping wit, salt.
Sister– fire breathing sister.
Mother– angel of cowardice and fruit trees I pinch you.
But we are a can of good beans despite it all.
Untitled
After You Died You became Enormous. A stone in every step, garlic on the breath. Suddenly from every spot bloomed a memory, and you lived a hundred times over in every head of cinnamon curls I saw from behind.
Sometimes I followed your bouncing curls down the street, standing back, willing the head not to turn and show the face of someone else so you would die again
Someday
Some day I’ll have my own house
With a shelf of poetry books by the toilet and short stories for those long, difficult stays
with vibrant colours painted on the walls every wall a different colour like Lego
With a deep couch that swallows bums and snoozing cat meditating on a warm fire
With an old phone waiting to sing it’s wire in tangled ringlets coiled like angel’s hair
With oriental spices and a box of perfumed teas of every fruit and flower and porridge
With a kettle always brooding on the blistering hob while friends take seats and I ask do you like macaroons?
With an old dusted piano out of tune, but crooning still rubbed down with old underwear draped with a doily
With space to move mountains in idle passing thoughts with sun waking room through velvet curtains in the morning.
There will be space for two heads on the cushions on my bed and my rusting red bell will wait there for your touch
Niamh Twomey is a student of English Literature and French in University College Cork. Winner of Hotpress Magazine’s ‘Write Here Write Now‘ competition in 2016, she has since published works in journals such as ‘Quarryman’, ‘Quill & Parchment’, amongst others.
In May
You are everywhere.
Arthur Bells’ yellow bloom
fragrant and fleeting,
whitethorn buds abound.
Mint makes it’s way to our door,
ready for picking.
Swallows sing a sweet song
as they soar.
On my route
I detour,
lured by a lilac in bloom.
This month, of the mothers.
Our Village in the Fifties
Vibrant.
Most houses endowed
with broods of children.
We run around freely
unhindered by snatchers and traffic.
Play out in the fields
rich with daisies and daffodils.
Scale over walls to orchards
their branches bowed low
with ripe rosy apples,
maimed by migration
it succumbs to stillness and silence.
Neighbours reach out.
Sheepdogs wait.
Footballs deflate.
Live Bulbs
After red and yellow weather alerts
when floods and storms subside.
Broken tree twigs around you
garden soil stripped aside.
Your emerald shoots
remain sturdy and serene.
With enough resilience, robustness
to turn a blue moon green.
Katherine Noone’s first poetry collection Keeping Watch was published by Lapwing Press (2017). Her poems have appeared in Orbis, Crannog, Boyne Berries, Linnets Wings, Her Heart Anthology, Skylight 47, Proost Poetry, Vallum digital edition, A New Ulster and Ropes Journal.
ShortlistedVallum Poetry Award (Montreal) 2012. Poem for Patience 2015, 2016 and 2017l.
“The sky is high / We shit on earth / We look up the sky / The earth gives birth / To our future” Yoko Ono, Poetry (July/August 2018)
(i)
The Christmas lights which bat their eyelids all year round on the screaming pink terracotta roof are classy as Demis Roussos’s ground-breaking retranslation of the Odyssey.
The gold-plated giant front gate tasteful as the prison raps of Bill Cosby and Orenthal James Simpson combined.
The foundation wobbly as the sestina sequence Access Hollywood says, Miley Cyrus, is currently sweating over.
The walls and internal supporting beams solid as a verse novel by Big Bird of Sesame Street.
The water faucets in the vast bathroom he had purpose built for himself understated as the last line of the Haiku Admiral Tojo wrote the morning he was hanged.
(ii)
In cases made of teak, behind the thickest glass Chicago has to offer:
Ezra Pound’s raised right hand;
Weldon Kees’s obviously suicidal car keys;
Eileen Myles’s last leather jacket but one;
the bunch of blue violets Emily Dickinson was buried clutching;
Edgar Allan Poe’s and Charles Bukowski’s embalmed private parts side by side for comparison;
a stray candle from Robert Frost’s eighty fifth birthday cake;
and several false beards Walt Whitman allegedly wore.
(iii)
For these are the endowed halls where poetry goes to get preserved in the finest glitter and formaldehyde moldy Dollars can buy.
Kevin Higgins is co-organiser of Over The Edge literary events in Galway City. He has published four collections of poems: Kevin’s most recent collection of poetry, The Ghost In The Lobby, was launched at this year’s Cúirt Festival by Mick Wallace TD. His poems also features in the anthology Identity Parade – New British and Irish Poets (Bloodaxe, 2010) and one of his poems is included in the anthology The Hundred Years’ War: modern war poems (Ed Neil Astley, Bloodaxe May 2014). His poetry was recently the subject of a paper titled ‘The Case of Kevin Higgins: Or The Present State of Irish Poetic Satire’ given by David Wheatley at a symposium on satire at the University of Aberdeen; David Wheatley’s paper can be read in full here.Mentioning The War, a collection of his essays and reviews, was published by Salmon in April, 2012.
Kevin’s blog is http://mentioningthewar.blogspot.ie/ and has been described by Dave Lordan as “one of the funniest around” who has also called Kevin “Ireland’s sharpest satirist.”
A candied calligraphy of colours, I said that I would change the sheets later. And I said also that I could handle it but I could not, and will I fry for that? I may, but only if you return.
The stink of sheep hangs on me like wisdom. You leave in a blur and your bag is heavy with spices, I hope I do not let you back again. It depends on my resolve, and on whether the seasons let me float.
I’ll take myself running for the friction of denial, cross my legs under the tables of the library. I’ll spin yarns and wear black and eat fruit in the evenings, till I’m taller and more thoughtful than I have been before.
And I’ll try harder, too. Kindness is like witchcraft, it must be brewed and stirred, mulled over in secret with the herb scent of the night. If it threatens to drown you, you must set yourself on fire.
Do you think of me? Or am I a stop-gap to you? I marveled at you on the phone when you were talking like a man, Not laughing or stroking like you laugh and stroke at me. Talking figures like your car was a woman, You said fuck it we will fix the white van instead For by the time the summer comes you will be traveling.
I changed my sheets and they were smeared sprinkled with both blood and mould. But washed away now, and quietly, while you are asleep and going south.
Warren
God’s the opposite of sentient, God’s gotta lot on their plate right now You hate phone calls but you rang rang rang rang rang rang Kinda like the knock knock don’t stop of the old stories about Jesus and the hearts.
I sit in a pub like the underground volts of mole town with glistening mirrors and brown And think: and think: and think : What if I AM us What if we ARE me
Amen. That boy gets bloody sleepy-eyed and ties you down with internet rope to have the best time, you can still be held by the every-man compass of inner direction and salt.
Lake licking I’d be down for some front door seconds
I love overhand and crying boys and absolute disgraces and civil war tales make me puke because we are you and I am us and they are watching Jesus Christ and the cherubim all interconnected with stones and pencils and lust
Frown Upon Me
When winter falls out I cheer up Semi-automatic pistol you grip and It’s like Put that down honey I’m Just in league with the bears you know Don’t be afraid Just because I am socialist without understanding politics Just because I say this is how I FEEL out loud loud And you don’t do anything out loud loud You say: I am bad at words You won’t kiss me goodbye in the street You’re a removable boy access unacceptable When the moon looms When your blood is flat When you are sober ~ Biggest mood: you not letting go of my hand drunk
Mangoes are a night food
I unfurl a peach strip of self denial, curling tendrils like the mannerisms that wind me in a high spiral, each time I sleep I see extensions of my worst trade-offs and subtle lingering traces of worn out faces and fading tastes.
I see the way your limbs are positioned, they are unsure of holding company with the air (and really baby I feel that) yellow soft flesh without a skin and a concrete world he sings that you stand in hallways thinking about the positioning of your feet, and the happiness of our lives was only coming.
I do indeed know the strangest of manifestations, I do certainly keep company with the eeriest of loves. Boys can surely contract themselves into small spaces, the gaps in my brain are of the overly hospitable young.
I held onto him in our old bed and tightly traced the profile graced with the ability that I gave him his eyes were closed to look more firmly at the wall he knew my heart was at his back he may have held my hand but he did not. I let love drop from my ears my eyes my tear ducts (Love Is forever I think) I held him and said, I wish you well I wish you well I wish you you hurt me so much I wish you well I wish you well I wish you everything you can get nobly I love you Even as I fall for a better boy I love you He took my love in mime Stayed curled-up, inaccessible and pure In the dream my sister woke me with her heart at my back She never touched me I never touched him I think that real love is forever Mango is a night food.
No Chill Kids
I’m sweeping cold callers collect thoughts and manic and deathly are you grossed out by sad? I’m the icky girl no chill just spooky abandon to the rhythmic pulse gymnastics of feeling floods like crying toilets drunk maybe we’ll get cool again I’ll put weed on the balcony I need a lamp to grow me a glo-up baked half streaming live rot
Well I take photos of lights to hold them in my wet hand cracks Before After Told her there were two of me that’s a lie there are a million and one me things Shakespeare was a matching addict holy hell that quill quick quick good god give me some Adderall but I’d only focus on the wrong thing
Drunk dial Low capped smile I’d get off at the next stop but he’s gonna miss it while mentally I put myself down the stairs bang bang The street slush don’t stop us Every fucking night I get shot at in my dreams I’m not joking Last night it was my grandfather There’s fingers and there’s whingers but I barely kiss gingers Someone threaded their headphones through their jumper strings What a strange little hullabaloo I could do better if I were you Because I’m a neat-freak never-speak who clean eats I’ll go far
Mad girls and sad girls might be onto something I’m crying holla holla wake up at the stars looking down on this shit attack Honestly get me out asap I’ll sail space smooth and I won’t look back But my bones are hollow they don’t ever crack
I see faces places and wastes but I am the one standing on a hill and Pencey Prep is real as all hell that is, not very, dubiously transient and flickering like the flame of a secret place that never cleans itself so sleep me now
Finnuala Simpson is a twenty-year-old english and history student based in West Cork. In her free time she likes to write, cook, and walk as close to the sea as she can get.
. sewing after so long i wonder if there exists a song a glass of water warmed in the sun for each age she’s ever been all the taps here run scalding following the dregs of wine flowing from hot water factories tell me about her lover stagnant on the periphery who lived three towns away making it harder to soak she would travel hours to him the wilting orchids every other weekend softening on the windowsill found sanctuary with his family reaching up into the day young and in love delicate and deliberate i’d like to know how she felt like grandmother’s thin fingers on the birthday that I learned to hate shaking but capable the night i faked to get away
Jess Mc Kinney is a queer feminist poet, essayist and English Studies graduate of UCD. Originally from Inishowen, Co. Donegal, she is now living and working in Dublin city, Ireland. Her writing is informed by themes such as sexuality, memory, nature, relationships, gender, mental health and independence. Often visually inspired, she seeks to marry pictorial elements alongside written word. Her work has been previously published in A New Ulster, Impossible Archetype, HeadStuff, In Place, Hunt & Gather, Three fates, and several other local zines.
‘Prime’ by Peggie Gallagher
It is midwinter. Your hands are chilled. I lift you, gather your first whimpers onto my pillow, knowing as much by instinct as touch of skin.
We lie here amazed at the dark, aware of the house sleeping around us, the quiet patterns of breath. Outside, the snow lies thick.
In this landscape of wild skies and running tides, and mornings lit with rapture, I think I must have been falling most of my life to land here temple to temple in this pre-dawn calm, this kinship
of breath with breath your hands cupped in my palms.
Peggie Gallagher’s collection, Tilth was published by Arlen House in 2013. Her work has been published in numerous journals including Poetry Ireland, Force 10, THE SHOp, Cyphers, Southword, Atlanta Review, and Envoi. In 2011 she was shortlisted for the Gregory O’Donoghue International Poetry Competition. In 2012 she won the Listowel Writers’ Week Poetry Collection. In 2018 she is the only Irish poet on the Strokestown International poetry competition shortlist. Peggie Gallagher’s work was facilitated by Paul O’Connor.
Author image: Southword / Arlen House
‘Linen’ by Finnuala Simpson
A candied calligraphy of colours, I said That I would change the sheets later. And I said also that I could handle it but I could not, and will I fry for that? I may, but only if you return.
The stink of sheep hangs on me like wisdom. You leave in a blur and your bag is heavy with spices, I hope I do not let you back again. It depends on my resolve, and on whether the seasons let me float.
I’ll take myself running for the friction of denial, Cross my legs under the tables of the library. I’ll spin yarns and wear black and eat fruit in the evenings, Till I’m taller and more thoughtful than I have been before.
And I’ll try harder, too. Kindness is like witchcraft, it must be brewed and stirred, Mulled over in secret with the herb scent of the night. If it threatens to drown you, you must set yourself on fire.
Do you think of me? Or am I a stop-gap to you? I marveled at you on the phone when you were talking like a man, Not laughing or stroking like you laugh and stroke at me. Talking figures like your car was a woman, You said fuck it we will fix the white van instead For by the time the summer comes you will be traveling.
I changed my sheets and they were smeared Sprinkled with both blood and mould. But washed away now, and quietly, while you are asleep and going south.
Finnuala Simpson is a twenty year old English and history student based in West Cork. In her free time she likes to write, cook, and walk as close to the sea as she can get.
‘June’ by Geraldine Plunkett Dillon
I fill my heart with stores of memories, Lest I should ever leave these loved shores; Of lime trees humming with slow drones of bees, And honey dripping sweet from sycamores.
Of how a fir tree set upon a hill, Lifts up its seven branches to the stars; Of the grey summer heats when all is still, And even grasshoppers cease their little wars.
Of how a chestnut drops its great green sleeve, Down to the grass that nestles in the sod; Of how a blackbird in a bush at eve, Sings to me suddenly the praise of God.
The text of Magnificat and images associated with Geraldine Plunkett’s Dillon’s historical and cultural work were kindly sent to me by her great-granddaughter Isolde Carmody and I am very grateful for them. I am delighted to add Geraldine to my indices at Poethead. I hope that this page will increase interest in her work. Excerpts from the Preface to the 2nd edition of All In The Blood, memoirs of Geraldine Plunkett Dillon, edited by Honor Ó Brolcháin,“My greatest regret throughout the process has been how little credit she gives herself, for example she does not mention a paper she gave in the Royal Irish Academy in 1916 or her contribution to the article on dyes in Encyclopedia Britannica or her volume of poetry, Magnificat, or contributing to the Book of St Ultan, or being a founder member of Taibhdhearc na Gaillimhe (the masks of Tragedy and Comedy she made for the Gate theatre are now on a wall in the Taibhdhearc) and the Galway Art Club, where she exhibited for years, or making costumes for Micheál Mac Liammóir in 1928, or being responsible for Oisín Kelly deciding to become a sculptor – he was one of very many who said that she enabled them to do the right thing for their own fulfillment. When she wrote it was in order to provide a history of her times and an insight into what made her family so strange. Like many of her generation she did not write much about her own feelings and her humourous and optimistic nature does not really come through in her writing. I would like to have been able to put that in but could not in all faith do so. “ It is also worth noting that Joe (Joseph Plunkett) named her as literary executor, and she edited his Collected Poems in 1916
‘At the door’ by Eva Griffin
Now, watch as I hang in the air tempting as a sunset and just as long. Storms are not inclined to wait; better to spill my secret wilderness as I leave this love, sucking light out of your blue.
Eva Griffin is a poet living in Dublin and a UCD graduate. Her work has been published or is forthcoming in Tales From the Forest, All the Sins, ImageOut Write, Three Fates, The Ogham Stone, HeadStuff, and New Binary Press
‘Cooking Chicken’ by Alice Kinsella
Pink is the colour of life of new babies’ wet heads and open screaming mouths.
Pink is the rose hip of a woman at the heart of what’s between her hips and the tip of my tongue between bud lips.
There’s the hint of pink on daisies when they open their petals to say hello to the birth of a new day.
But pink is also the colour of death as the knife slides between the flesh and separates it into food.
Pink is a suggestion of sickness when I pierce the skin, dissect the sinews, glimpse the tint of it and turn it to the heat to kill the pink and the possibility.
It’s the quiver of the comb atop feathers, and the neck as it’s sliced from the body by the executioner’s axe.
It’s the colour of cunt and the hint in the sky when the cock crows.
Alice Kinsella was born in Dublin and raised in the west of Ireland. She holds a BA(hons) in English Literature and Philosophy from Trinity College Dublin. Her poetry has been widely published at home and abroad, most recently in Banshee Lit, Boyne Berries, The Lonely Crowd and The Irish Times. Her work has been listed for competitions such as Over the Edge New Writer of the Year Competition 2016, Jonathan Swift Awards 2016, and Cinnamon Press Pamphlet Competition 2017. She was SICCDA Liberties Festival writer in residence for 2017 and received a John Hewitt bursary in the same year. Her debut book of poems, Flower Press was published in 2018 by The Onslaught Press.
The crisp dew of words, that sing in spring Jubilant is their ring.
The soft gentle breeze of words which appease, please Leave tickles of tease.
The blazing heat of words which incite, ignite, Defiant in their fight.
The strong gale of words that wail, prevail, Woeful is their tale.
The cold depth of words which pound, astound, Deadening in their sound.
Acceptance
Throat itches and scratches, raspiness of an otherworldly quality. Lips miming the words, their echoes silent.
From deep within, the surges pulsating, desperately attempting to blast into the atmosphere. A concerted effort, both messenger and vessel willing, wishing, wanting the ripples to meet the surface.
Flows and ebbs of lapping dialogue, sparkling glistening leaps of innocent, complicit laughter, lulls of serenity and quiet contemplation all in a blink of the mind’s eye.
Each page turning as if courtesy of a fast-forward button. Slipping, falling, fading, thugs of resistance futile.
The stark realisation, this is coldness, this is acceptance.
Your resting place
The glistening Shannon, a magnificent twinkling curtain rolled out smoothly, a veil is drawn over the valley below.
Rosary in unison to the grating of the clay back and forth the swings, gathering rhythm only momentarily disrupted by the exchange of hands. A new crew lies in wait to take up the chorus.
The many gatherers scattered witnesses to the careful descent into your resting place
A quilt of roses adorns you, Each petal precious and sweet Keep warm my love.
Celtic Bride
Tumbling tresses of auburn, slender, lithe and graceful frame Bambi eyes – a depth of beauty instantly recognisable.
Beaming, effortless smile finely crafted hands which have penned many a touching message, prepared many a loving meal, reached for many a tender embrace, and now act as protectrice to your very own High King of Ireland.
Youth marked by boundless energy, instant engagement, rebellious spirit, insatiable curiosity. Inquisitive student, keen linguist, intrepid traveller, Cuisinière de résistance – tasting and delighting in the delectable delicacies of this glorious multicultural world.
Erudite, quizzical mindful of the lessons of our elders, firm and steadfast in convictions, hopeful, driven to forge a better Ireland for those to come. Attuned to the voices of many, considerate and considered in rhetoric the consummate politician a fusion of past, present and future.
Life ignites, infuses, thrills, courageous in pursuits standing strong, upright and resolute climbing every mountain with an indomitable spirit, there is something about this maiden.
As your wedding day approaches, your chieftain awaits on the mountain top – Cnoc na Teamhrach This particular climb sees you ascend assuredly, with each step to the summit, you are brought home.
Proud to call you friend
Memories, childhood jewels, treasures in the recesses of my mind, the pounding of tennis balls on the tarmac during the hot Summer days. Both as equally eager to smash it with a formidable forehand, the dual recorders in sync (well most of the time), we were after all the instrumental saving grace of each year’s Nativity play! The dreaded own goal You poised for a glorious save, I, oblivious to your cries dealt the fatal blow I tested your patience that day, you the model of decorum never let it show.
Teenage years brought a keen interest in historical pursuits. Con Air showings back to back, fabulous Super Mac extravaganzas, Infinite ripples of laughter and giggles a reflection bringing comfort and company when I needed it most.
Never mind Tipperary it’s a longer way to Letterkenny, such was the legal route but boy was it worth the journey Success, Freedom, Fun not forgetting Cupid awaited, you never once looked back.
Eyes blue and gentle, the small contented smile you’ve navigated the peaks and troughs, I can see you’re happy with your lot. This is your moment, bask in the joy, feel the excitement. I’m privileged to witness the triumph, but most undoubtedly proud to call you friend.
Strength is in our past
Do not mourn me my love I am near you still, notice me in the Autumn leaves strewn magnificently lining the roadside in your honour.
Each leaf that falls memories we shared weightless, wistful gliding to their peaceful slumber.
My time has arrived so has theirs gracefully, elegantly, swirls of multicolour our befitting final dance, a waltz.
The day will come when the leaves will fade. growing dim flickering sweetly prepare yourself arm yourself Strength is in our past.
Magnetic
Snug, at ease camaraderie complimenting the fireside warmth a fitting forum for festive cheer.
Random responses friendly jibes carefree banter giggles galore Verses of old time classics and one hit wonders giving way to ripples of merriment savouring the delight.
A shadowing possibility this occasion might be our last Reminding ourselves to make it count holding it tight as a precious jewel – delicate, fragile, magnetic.
Sorry
‘Sorry’ a murmur, a mutter, falling indifferently, clumsily, irreverently from parted lips. Sometimes a habit, a courtesy, an afterthought, always a marker of our hard-won freedom.
Seemingly innocuous word, a nod to our ancestors, ingrained in our bruised dialect, woven through the beaten tapestry of our history, stirring the ghosts, the troubled sod, foremost in our legacy.
‘Sorry’ for suffering eight hundred years of oppression, ‘Sorry’ for having our native tongue ripped out, ‘Sorry’ for building another nation with our blood, wood, sweat and tears, ‘Sorry’ for being denied the right to toil on our own soil.
Let us not lament further sacrifice.
OUR ETERNAL LOVE
A soft gentle milken hand caressed our hair, A sweet embrace pulled us close for comfort, A listening ear let us know we mattered, A wise word offered in times of distress, Warmth so innate it had the touch of the divine. A curious question to highlight your sense of devilment, A wry smile which knew what we were up to, A generosity which knew no bounds. You offered your heart openly to share among us all, We lapped it up as we did every delicious meal. A style merchant as well as a speed merchant, A domestic goddess as well as a hostess extraordinaire, The aroma of fresh brown bread married with a brew of tea Danced through the air and set the scene, You balanced it all while raising a family of ten. You were our sun, moon and stars, You made sense of the world when we had lost our way, You were our safe haven, Our place of shelter and warmth when the journey got weary. You took pride in us, you took delight in us. You gave us everything, And all you asked in return was our happiness. We yearn to have you near to us again, To remind you one last time how dearly we love you, Express our gratitude and inadequacy at your selflessness. Queen of our hearts, No time to say goodbye. A ray of heaven on earth, the apple of our eye, A presence so soothing, babes fell asleep in your arms. We knew this day would come – the eclipse loomed, Our hearts would know this heaviness. Our stomachs wrought with anguish. We know you are among the chorus of angels, We need you still to keep a watchful eye, Let us know you can hear us. May God cradle you in his arms just as you cradled us, May you have peace and joy and comfort in your heavenly home, We carry forward your presence in our hearts, And know you will continue to guide us in this life, Until we meet again Our Eternal Love.
The inners of the ash tree twirl fibres up Cú Chulainn’s stick Splintering out like a cut open stomach in centre-forward line The bas is hugged by black steel rods no match in a clash of the ash Which sees your elbow crack it like an egg in one quick blow As you wave your calloused hand to catch the leather bound wine cork It hooks in the L of your fingers and bends thumb like an Allen key You are laid out in black and yellow still like a fragile bee in October I bring you two halves of one ash root, the third one this season They drill screws into ivory phalange as if it was a notice board And your floppy hand is strapped in a headlock waiting for me to sign
Forbidden Fruit
Eden’s apples were the sweetest, full of wet juicy flesh That pools between teeth and bottom lip in each bite. Was it worth it Eve, to break that red fibrous skin And all the rules around it for one little taste? And Persephone, that pomegranate wasn’t yours to touch But it hung on that branch waving at your wagging tongue Just six simple seeds sat softly in your mouth Each one exchanged for a month on plush throne. A golden apple of discord at the feet of a few can start a war, Just ask Aphrodite whose fairest beauty brought down Troy Or innocent Snow White who took only one measly bite To be sent into a slumber among seven little men. Yet I can walk into any supermarket aisled with super sixes I’ll eat apples and pomegranate in little plastic tubs as I walk. No one is waiting to banish me for my cheek in having a taste. My only concern being; do I have pips in my teeth?
Green
Green is abandonment, the overgrown, the unattended The ivy asphyxiating pebble-dashed walls Green men moonwalking at night, the green of isolation The green of bilateral fields waving us home, our gemstone analgesic The unbiased green of maternity wards and the present tense Malignant weeds, the green of fresh nodes The margins of the seasons – nature’s etchings in doorframes The green of greenhouses, sweating incubated cabbages Green of poaceae, green of inspiration in poésie The green of the real life – the rhizopus in the bread bin Surging bile in the peritoneum tidal waves invisible The alopecia of trees sighing in change Green is the central line of our world body electric The green of amitriptyline; healing is just outside Doc(tor) leaves the age old cure The green of the first aid kit, the tea and the tree at my back door.
Coordinates.
I am your own personal gift shop map Spread across your torso palm flat I rest in the divot your white piano bones Leave for my head, caught like a surfer In this accordion wave of oxygen I have imprinted my scent into your skin Pomegranate noir lingers on the pillow My hair fanned last night as we talked And the coconut oil conditioner Tickled your cheeks and tastes like last night I can take you all over this world if you let me I’ll paint you sunsets stretched like Drumsticks Spilling from sticky smiles at the seaside We can collect corks from cheap red wine And just once share the heart of your sliotar My tongue can feed you spices you can’t pronounce And speak un petit peu de Français between European kisses My hands can knead Italian bread dripping in oil And show you how to treat dough like piano keys Until the kettle clicks and the duck down falls to your feet
Anatomy of a sonnet
“Count back slowly from ten with me” In measured iambic phalanges The pulse rushes in steady practitioner’s hands Where the pen sits like a scalpel – ready The page turns. It’s new tissue sheet across a bed where once lay a dying man His vacant grey eyes catch mine then We smile in solitude at the things we must beat I am the form’s medulla oblongata His is replaced by apparatus Our breath synchronises on the page I pull on the sounds of the machine like strata This hand is trained to do no harm His signs on the dotted line Do Not Resuscitate
The Fold
My darling, I didn’t know it was when you rattled off a list you could expand of all the things we get wrong that we were damned. I think about this crumbling quite often. In a bed with one half now unwrinkled, or at the iron when its holes etch my shirts because I forced my hand. I wonder what armoury it takes to withstand a blow to the once sewn together heart. What en- chantment protects lovers who can’t be still hand in hand after years? How do we avoid the threat of a wobble when we change or address or voicemail to house us two. When did we beguile each other? That love was under our remit. When was it you knew you were safer outside our nest?
Alison Driscoll is a writer from Cork and is currently undertaking an MA Creative Writing in UCC. Her work has been previously published in Quarryman literary journal. She has been longlisted for the Fish Poetry Prize and the Over The Edge New Writer of The Year Award.
The summer is in town when the ducklings wear their sequins; performing the salsa, gliding on the continental ripples from the lights’ projections. Glistening water arena of summer juices featuring mirrored swans wearing white tuxedos dancing the tango to an applauding sun and ever changing clouds imperilled on the lacquered sky. Delicately they flush their sacred win,gs a waterfall of transparent energy to baptise birds. Happily, I rest beneath the arm of a weeping willow. Time is in no frantic rush, unwinding near the rushes. Can-Can dancers perform on the Canal Bank, swishing their feathers to and fro, a chorus line of marsh plants, costumed in petticoats of weeds and black root stockings. They look burlesque for the seedy traffic, as clowning butterflies uplift – their papier-mâché coats, like tiny fluorescent parachutes ejecting from the smallest of flowers landing gently on the rugged edge of silken waters.
Brontë in Boots
Winter, my Heathcliff warms the narrative, growing in my chamfered heart. I imagine the moors reaching out behind the city skyline, heather snapping like a whip; under my studded-belt, novels gleam into portholes. November mornings drool in romanticism, I am at home among sinuous shadows tailored in the fabric of winter, listening to the wind’s barbed echoes fence the swallow like snow. I sip my coffee, staring at the clouds’ heavy hopelessness, whorls of hail clatter against my window like Kathy’s shattered soul, winter’s air is a man’s granite kisses; the dark, his wiry black hair. Like a metal flower, I bloom in biker boots and cashmere, welcoming winter’s intractable sorrow and it’s inward desolation. Dwarfed under the emptiness of light leaves unhook themselves from hollow trees.
Dali
You plant your thoughts on duality inside the cranium of her skull. They grow into razor-edged roses creeping down her nasal spine. You wedge art inside her eye sockets, arousing your desires to bloom through her frontal bone. Her body mirrors a five-point star touching nothing, except light touching darkness, the moon cowering under her breastbone like a nuclear atom, the gods assembling on the Moebius strip of her hip, while you sit in the carnal cavity of her cheeks, breathing in the olive air of Cadaqués, your restless need for form hardening into infinity.
On a High
Build me a house in the cleft of a cliff where we can live life on the edge, raise it up on wooden stilts so we can see the neck of the ocean and feel the sun in the folds of our skin drink gin for breakfast moshing in the shadows cracking the morning bones both naked in blushing light pebble-eyed and dewy watch the night crawl like a giant crab as we lie on the blue tongue of the moon breathing each other in like vapour, but promise never to look down the fall too steep.
Denise Ryan is a writer of contemporary poetry from Dublin, Ireland. Denise has been published in THE SHOP, Crannóg Magazine, and also several online journals including Lakeview International Journal of Literature and Arts.
Between 2010 and 2013, Denise was selected to write a series of poems for the National Famine Commemoration. In 2010 Flowers of Humility was read at the Dublin Commemoration and at the overseas twinning event in New York in Battery Park when President Mary McAleese officiated at the ceremony. Denise has been internationally received and has been highly recommended, shortlisted and runner-up in several poetry competitions. These include The Francis Ledwidge, and the Jonathan Swift awards. She is a member of the Rathmines Writers Workshop, which is the longest-running writers workshop in Ireland. Denise’s poetry has been published as part of an anthology by the workshop’s Swan Press, entitled Prose on a Bed of Rhyme (2012).Her debut collection, Of Silken Waters, was published in Autumn 2017, through Ara Pacis Publishers (Chicago, USA). Denise is currently writing her second collection for publication.
You come home from the war at least a third emptier than you were, Like all the words were scooped from your head with the butt of a rifle that you constructed with your own hands and demolished too, leaving so much of yourself in the barrel.
The teeth in your gums white crosses and country lines, none of them belonging to you anymore,
rattle like augury bones in your sleep because in the night you are some twisted, ugly thing like a trout gasping for breath on the floor of a fishing boat, running from the yawning mouth at your heart to get away from what remains here : a battlefield.
You come home from the war and leave your love behind in the hands of a poet, a soldier whose eyes stare out at you in each nightmare the claiming mark of his blood splattered across your face and emblazoned on your soul, his smile tinged mustard yellow in your memory but his hands so vivid; pencil, pages, and the pistol, flickering callouses against your cheek trampled into the mud sonnets painted into your skin frozen in his favourite shade of indigo.
You are dreaming of the hospital that had become, by virtue of his presence, your home – and here is the battlefield stretched out again before you but you are tired of fighting without him, waiting for one more cloudless day in August, 50 years away he is a bruise in khaki pyjamas, and you come home from the war, finally, into his arms.
Aorta
I will give myself to the sea to the sunset to the stars I want to be unravelled by something greater than two hands
cracked apart at the ribs in feast a hollow empire no longer filled with cloudless sky venom dripping from my ears
“Eat” he hisses holding a ventricle to my lips bloody and raw my own; still warm pouring rain
He takes a bite tearing chunks with glittering pillars of jagged salt licks this is how it is done how you get a dying bird to eat or freeze in the night
ribs a ladder exposed that my body might cower beneath leaking blue blue sky mouth agape puffing clouds into the darkness for him to drink
the bird with no wings choking on aorta
a sacrifice to the stars.
Eclipse
The woman lives when the shadow of the moon falls ebony on the earth and the trees of her forest are like burnt matchsticks on scorched fields she lingers then – like smoke in the dark, until we meet in the appointed place, two black holes in the abyss of the cosmos and she opens a nightmare mouth, words slithering forth – the tip of the tongue the teeth and the lips – dripping from her chin in jet black ink “Are you ready?” she screeches a crow a banshee in the graveyard I cannot speak, cannot see anything but the ink that rolls like a wave from her lips dark and terrible a blood moon “I See you” she calls with open arms a lover’s embrace but the shadow is receding drawing you to the heart of the forest and she reaches for you once more your hand twitches the path is tangled brambles whip and thorns claw and you both understand time is up “Never again.” She croaks splayed against a tree-trunk “Never again” the woman fades with the last of the shadow she cannot return and you are alone again hands shaking in the sun lips covered in ink
Don’t Cry
The milk spills and spills and spills, the table still set in neat little rows – too long for the runner – dripping onto chairs and floor in swathes of ivory, but the milk is always spilling in this house running from eyes and mouths and ears – this is what it means to grow up, crying years of spilled milk like they’ll help fill the seats with warm bodies or light the candles’ stumpy wicks, where you sleep just to keep the weeping at bay, in the hopes that somehow, it’s all just a dream, but you wake up every morning at 7 on the dot with milk crusted in each eye and bottles surrounding the bed, milk teeth standing guard beneath the pillows, like maybe you were a mother, once, or a child; like you still are.
You Are the Sun
You are the sun, calling lowly to the galaxy, tragic and celestial, 40 billion light years from the closest star, and the moon rings like a bell; earthquake vibrations across the vacuum of space, echoes roll over your skin, just whispers of what once was, like a house that has already been burned down, alarm still shrieking into the shell that this is danger, this is living, but the moon is too far to hear a warning over the bell tolls, an angelus to Sirius and Orion and Pyxis, and the sun is farther still, drowning in a sea of silent stars, baying softly of loneliness and terror to the empty night, I am the moon, you, the sun. in the end, we are all just houses, waiting to be burned down.
A Witch Hunt
Tear it all down it is built on rot, the sickly sweet cologne of wonderland decay, and we are starving but watch it wither, feral smiles painted bloody across our cheeks, prodding at the scars with witches nails, hunters in the fray; spitting poison and daggers and shards of glass, leaving small disasters in our wake, too many to fathom still, we are starving, tearing the world apart at the seams from within, demanding: you peel back the curtain and you will witness the ruins filled with our skeletons picked clean, but the flood water is rising, and we have been so hungry… peel back the curtain. we are done waiting.
Suzanne Stapleton is a nineteen-year-old emerging writer and Dublin native. She is currently a student of Film and Broadcasting in DIT, and often can be found writing poems instead of working on her scripts. Having spent most of her childhood writing, 2017 marks the first time Suzanne has shared any of her poetry with anyone outside of her immediate group of close friends. Her poems span a range of topics, including history, womanhood, and growth, but most are forms of self exploration and catharsis.
My desire is holding you in its mouth shaking like a dog toy amputated to fit my mould. Regularly, I confuse excitement for affection in a slow, crowded elevator where a whisper of white buttoned shirts is the scream of a night sky in my head, close as a shoulder brush.
Something to work with
For the work, he says. Square panels of it lighting up my screen: tarp-painted abstractions punctuated by self-capturing, sun-faced with grey crown but not old. Never old. A father’s age perhaps. Yet, I open the message; orange brimming notification tells me that he’s thinking of my shivering in bed on the other side of the island. Says that he’ll be good if he gets the chance. Good for me. Good for his ego. Small slip of a thing waiting for a night visit, the hot shower of another body sliding under covers. Strong tattooed grasp on waist; leathered, but not old. Light breath in my ear catches hair like a summer breeze in his stubble. As if we’re not in October. As if we’ll ever be here again. He whispers, for the work. It’s all this is. I am for the work.
Candle
Eyes into the fire he tells me that he sees it, the next painting: chrome yellow, petals on the floor like ash by our feet, heads drooping close like ours could be if I hadn’t left my heart in the dregs of a pint soaked through, too wet to carry. I hold it, cold glass little sanctuary while my legs burn bright against the flame shadow. He notices I keep stretching it away, a short press against the slick stone and back in again to see the orange flicker on white, to feel the pain of stolen heat and I wonder will my thin calf be the painting; warmer in his eyes, burning under the weight of him, untouched.
Leftovers
A jug of milk in the fridge is what he left me; half of his own litre brought from town. For the tea, we imagine, but standing in the kitchen brewing it strong he feels more like ground coffee; ember smell of him from lighting the fire, rough-handed from work. Outside, rusted mountains crease along the skyline like his eyes, laughing now; almost disappearing but so full, I want to believe, of me, and the clouds of Kerry in that moment they look like cream.
At the door
Now, watch as I hang in the air tempting as a sunset and just as long. Storms are not inclined to wait; better to spill my secret wilderness as I leave this love, sucking light out of your blue.
Eva Griffin is a poet living in Dublin and a UCD graduate. Her work has been published or is forthcoming in Tales From the Forest, All the Sins, ImageOut Write, Three Fates, The Ogham Stone, HeadStuff, and New Binary Press.