Bilbao
Here we go merrily playing coffin games again the dead will out Have you seen the glass furnaces of Bilbao? How pretty in the sky at night those hypnotising spumes of purple green and blue but oh how putrid her river How many times have we buried her now? and each times she acquiesces the guest of honour at a pleasant gathering The sisters always present and apparently in league inventing new party games making speeches and all the cleaning up to be done after With those sunken Spanish eyes still-lidded she watches over her own funeral and all the grief that should accompany these occasions these goings on has been dispatched to some other place and all the love I feel for her takes a different face Bilbao, queen of the industrial age subsided into decadence and crime El Ayuntamiento is trying but do the dead ever really walk again? She should have been queen of a much nicer family our lives might have resolved splendidly then around the solid centre of her private world her inner churnings and grumblings might have taught us how to live with ourselves how to overthrow tyrants and make a good Christmas cake But we sided with the tyrants and mass produced our toxic thought forms Now I have to keep burying her night after night. Bilbao is © Frances Holloway
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